why has luck been so on the downside for me these days... and bad luck chose to fall on this most impt thing. i cant believe it, or maybe i should just blame myself for not thinking carefully.

painful lesson.

now i realise wat being depressed really means.

anyway, i hope i can turn e depressed feeling into sth productive, since i hav lost the mood to use the computer, to watch videos. i can make use of this time to just study.

Crazy Chew caught a falling star on 20:36.