been in a state of daze and depression... :( suddenly so many unhappy things flood my thoughts...

1) whr's my acceptance letters from the unis? seems like all my frens hav received and i haven got any..

2) i'm gg to leave Ida in 2 days time... and i'm not even mentally prepared cause it was a realli short notice... though i could hav con'd working at other departments, i decided not to... 5 mths at Ida is enough... and now tt i'm leaving, i dunno wat farewell gifts to buy... everyone buys chocolate when they leave, maybe i'll do e same?

3) i'm gg to tibet and i realli hope i can survive the trip

4) i suddenly thought of uni orientation which i realli dread, i feel like ponning it but if i don go, probably i'll not make any new frens...

5) seems like many pple are leading v constructive lives... everyone comes telling me gd news tt they receive... i came to realise my live is destructive... nth new nth good tt i've done with it...

*depressed*

Crazy Chew caught a falling star on 14:44.