i'm watching misa aka dui bu qi wo ai ni again! i think i watch certain parts over a hundred times liao... haha... i realli v v drawn to the show... esp so ji sub's acting... one scene realli captivated me... shall write this entry in chi and eng... hahs

有一幕， 是武赫背着他智障的姐姐回到她简陋的房子。 姐姐是因为在五岁时为了找妈妈而发生意外的， 因此而被车撞坏了头脑。 姐姐因为偷拿时装店的衣服而被人告进了警局， 武赫用钱解决了此事后便背着她回家。 回到家后， 姐姐的儿子 (金鱼) 已经睡着了。 至于金鱼的父亲， 姐姐总是不肯说出到底是谁。但姐姐因智障而经常被街头的流氓混混欺负和骚扰， 所以金鱼的父亲可能连她自己都不知道是谁。

这时， 家中凌乱一片， 地上撒满金鱼的彩色笔和画纸。 把姐姐放到地上的被单上后， 武赫静静的坐在一旁， 望着家中的一切， 望着熟睡的姐姐和金鱼。 At this point of time, e expression in so ji sub's eyes realli captivated me... he was just looking at the house, at them sleeping, but there seem to be so much expression coming out from within him. there's this subtle helplessness and sorrow in his eyes, as if he was thinking: why has all these befallen on him and his sister. why were they abandoned when they were babies, when in fact their mom was a formally well known celebrity living in luxury. why do they hav to lead such broken lives。 然后， 镜头转移到妈妈豪华的家中。 妈妈坐在沙发上， 帮领养的儿子（崔云〕 挖耳朵， 散发着慈悲的母爱。 而崔云躺在妈妈的大腿上， 享受这母亲的关爱。 这和武赫的情景显然是完全对调的。 在整个过程中， 背后播着伤感的 “雪之花” 一曲， it completes the whole picture emotively and evocatively. completely touches my heart. hahas... and one thing i realise abt korean shows, is that the camera angles and camera rotating adds alot to the bringing out of the whole scene as an emotive one. the part when so ji sub was looking at the room, the camera was rotated around him. the camera is always moving. its realli unlike taiwan or sporean production, when e camera is stagnant most of e time i think. maybe tts why korean shows are always successful in breaking pple's heart... hahas... this show i realli think is the most quality korean drama i've ever watched... i'm completely drawn by so ji subs's acting... and the soundtrack is great... if its upon 5 stars, i would hav given it 50... hahas

this is a show tt dwells on the story between an abandoned son and his mom. wu he had strong hatred on his mom and decided to hav a revenge on her and her adopted son, cui yun, who is a famous celebrity. wu he then becomes his manager and plans revenge. but at the same time, he fell in love with a girl, cui yun's make up artist, who has been secretly in love with cui yun for over 20 yrs (they live beside each other) and who didn't like wu he at first. but due to some sort of fate, the girl and wu he met b4 in australia, when wu he was a gangster in the streets. that was b4 he returned to korea, when he initially tot his birth mom was poor and had no choice but to abandon him. but after he returned to korea, the truth unveils, and he was angered at the thought of why he was abandoned by his rich mom...

so ji sub's character is a pitiful one. he was abandoned and adopted to australia, where he was abandoned by his foster parents again, and grew up in the streets as a gangster, engaging in stealing and crimes. then, he found a beautiful and sexy girlfriend who realli loved him, but because of money abandoned him again for a rich and wealthy hei1 dao4 boss ang moh. on the day of her wedding, assasinators wanted to kill the ang moh, and so ji sub, in his effort to prevent his gf from getting hurt, got shot in the head. one bullet remains in his head and his days becomes limited. broken hearted, broken life, his gf arranged for him to return to korea with a huge amt of money, telling him if he was gg to die, die in korea, not like a stray dog in australia. he then went on a quest to search for his birth mom, with more blows and sadness and torment awaiting him ahead. oh man this show is a must watch, the events tt happened to so ji sub aft he returned to korea, is one aft another tearing ur heart...

so ji sub realli portrayed the character well, acting as an introverted and dejected man on the inside, but always puts on a strong front on the outside. he never let anyone see him sick or depressed, not even the girl he loved. and we always see him alone suffering from torment. tts the most heartbreaking part i guess. he appears unfriendly, rude, distant and cold, but he has a big heart full of love, with more love than anyone can think of, which he has difficulties expressing, and which he opens up to the girl...

Misa Misa Misa... must watch ah!!!! hahas...

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