i finally understood why i cannot become good frens with some pple that i realli like alot... e thing is i get very nervous when i'm toking to them... so aft some time i gave up trying to tok to them cause i'll become v uncomfortable... haha... which is quite sad lar... cause who knows, if i din do this maybe i can become really good frens with these pple... cause i deem my frequency range to be like moderate, and i onli can't match my frequency with certain group of pple who are too outgoing, too extrovert, too sporting, too confident, too enthu, and have really nothing in common with me... basically those "lions" in the personality tests... but also must kan4 qing2 kuang4 er2 ding4... cause if there's sth in common, then can spark off huge conversation topics then become v you mo qi...

i finally found e ans on the hua2 yi4 book that i bought. its an essay titled peng you(friends).
and e reason is: these people are too qiang2 to me, that means they are too strong, too good... and we can't become realli good friends with those that to us, are too strong and too good... thats it... its a simple and satisfying answer that is so true...

tink i just have to accept this... and be happy with myself... at least its not entirely my fault... haha... so thank you to this senior, maybe someday i can meet u and thank you for your essay...

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