sigh... finally decided to post this. (for certain pple, don treat this as an offence... cause this is realli how i felt wat...) i tot i can break free of the grasp of playing the first part of my instrument... but now i have to play it again, which is damn freaking asshole idiotic (is e onli way to describe it la). ok nvm... onli a few weeks and it'll pass. sigh... i hate playing first part lor... and onli those pple who tried it and hated it like me will know... but it seems like i'm the onli one hating it so much anyway... i don wanna say how i felt the whole of last yr playing it... cause nobody will believe it and will think that wat i say is fake and trying to make as if it sounds v dramatic... but i can say that playing it totally destroys my mood lor... dumb. but i can comfort myself by telling myself that i'm never ever going to join this cca when i go to jc... which is v good. and onli a few more months of torture from it... and i can fly away freely from a locked cage, which i have been locked inside miserably for 3 complete yrs. tts all i have to say... bye bye.

Crazy Chew caught a falling star on 20:40.