CNY over le. got my angpaos... happy cause got money... haha... but i don realli like cny cause have to go to bai4 nian2. then all my cousins at my mom's side so big, i'm e smallest, then got age gap lor... then nth to talk abt. some more i'm anti social and shy, so i just sit and don talk, and nobody talk to me also... then i figure out i should do sth, so i go and watch SCV channel 56, e Shaolin Soccer, then laugh until my head fall off, although this is e third time i watch it. sigh... i'm always like tt... they all know i'm like tt... anti social... then wait for pple to come and talk to me then entertain me... then aft tt i went to see my cousins' pictures where they took in HK... and my fav cousin who v teng2 me when i was young i also nv realli talk to him, and when he walked towards me i just pretend to watch tv... haha... then in e end he walked away... haiz... i just don like crowded places and talking to pple in crowded places... i don like cny seriously... if i can just have a quiet corner to hide then everything will be ok... i'm like behaving so awkwardly in tt situation... then i'm quite nervous also... and i have exactly no sickening idea of why i'm nervous... argh... but later i figured out tt i'll get nervous in small and crowded places... its all in the genes... nervous problem... can't cure la... anyway... i watched a bit of American Idol... it rocks! Clay still rocks, i love him!! some of the pple who went for the audition realli damn funny, they are wasting the judges' time... haha... then e judges' looks also damn funny... exp e simon and randy one... then got this girl who took her kick scooter with her into e audition room, then she got e yellow form, then go outside and hao4 lian4 to other pple say e judges say she got e best voice of the day. dumb lor her... still rmb two things simon said to two of e contestants. "i couldn't think of anything i hated more", and "i just hope you can disappear right now"... so mean!! but nevertheless... its funny when u watch it. and i still like Ryan Seacrest! handsome and cute!! then i went home lor, then sleep lor, thinking abt how irritating tt day is... and i idiotically my behavior is, and exaggerating, i thought i had been putting up a show on tt day, tt whole cny day is an episode of a drama acted out by me, cause i'm not behaving normally... haha well... but now since its over, i shall stop thinking abt it ready...

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